im sitting under falling stars

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 00:20:01 GMT

NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
NEW LIVEJOURNAL.

new livejournal = www.livejournal.com/users/letsdriveaway

ADD IT GANGSTERS.

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:39:39 GMT

love doesnt mean possession
and kisses arent contracts.

somethings never do change

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 02:52:44 GMT

take a look at me now

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:15:00 GMT

who cares, owens a babe.

and bridget is like THE CUTEST THING EVER.

BEST FRIENDS FOREVERRRRRR.

im sooo LA.

♥ ♥ ♥

hi, im in love with christians little sister mia :)

END.

i lost what was mine.

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 21:24:21 GMT

valerie got this wild idea in her head that shes a hair dresser.
sunday morning she got the choppers out.
umm....

i dont know what i was thinking...haahaha
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4 day weekend.
and its not over yet.
im so happy.
i love you.
i love my friends.
blah, i say the same thing in every entry.

im falling....please catch me.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:52:09 GMT

hi owen got on my account and wrote that last entry.
not me.
so you can stop flipping out now.
thanks.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 10:18:05 GMT

who cares! i love owen.. he's so sickkk
he has the best style
and the coolest hair.
and his make up ... ohhh baby his make up
he's sooo fucking funny
and soooo attractive
god what am i going to do
too bad he's in love with his girlfriend
otherwise i'd rape him
<3

ill be just fine pretending im not.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 00:57:57 GMT

straight up, g.

Band: This Providence
Male or Female: now it all comes down to, am i treating her right?
Describe Yourself: here i am a wary heart and trembling hands
Describe Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Interest: i woke up this morning, i found that i had a smile on my face. i asked myself whats this for and i remembered you and i thought of you. reality, you barely know me. i want to know you. i want to sit beside you and talk about anything. i wanna be with you, everyday with you. but that, that wont happen that probly wont happen. no way. but can i just say i think youre wonderful.
How Do Others Feel About You: as she looks on shes so confused. her heart is lonely broken and bruised. a closed circle with no more room for one more, screams "to hell with you"
Where Would You Rather Be: a phone call from your side of town
What Cant You Live Without: who i am now reflects you somehow. cause youre so apart of me. its not like were over is it? its not like well never be together. i hate the way that you say "never"
Describe How You Live: i know that my moods are changing like the weather.
Describe Your Career Of Choice: what i do now will affect what comes next. and this life that i lead will be everything you need. i pray to be all that you dream and ill die trying to be.
Some Words Of Wisdom: at the end of the day where will you be, what will you have done...ask yourself right now, where are you going?
What is your mood right now: i think i could break down and cry. i enter each day with a sigh. its so hard to wake when theres nothing at stake. today i think im gonna break. the hours drag on for what seems like days.

that was fun.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 06:29:21 GMT

i am so in love with these people.

KIMBERLY TABB- you are my sunshine. when i am with you i am so happy. thank you for always being there for me. i love you so much. i never want you to leave my side and i want you to know that you are one the most beautiful people i know. never change. i love you. times a million. i want you to live life to the fullist and be happy ♥

CHRISTIAN MAGEE bffl! where to start...oh wow, you make me so happy. i always smile and laugh with you. my bed smells like you and im in love with it. i love your random text messages. i love that you are my friend. BFFL!!!! seriously, i dont know what i would do with out you. ♥ i dont even know what else to say. your amazing. i cant believe anything. i love you. haha remember mcdonalds........where did you get those pants?

MEGAN PAULSEN- OMG ITS MY LOVER!!! you are soooo beautiful inside and out. we always laugh and have amazing times. i love that we hang out all the time, because if we didnt, i dont know what i would do. wow picture whores. okay so i just want to tell you that you mean the world to me and i dont know how i would live at bcs if you werent there.

ya you know they are rad.

ummmm im in love ♥

omg is that really barham? sooo cool.

CHRISTIAN IS ON MY BED. omg my bed smells like him. i love it ♥

hes too good looking for his own good.

photoshoot :)

OMG THESE BOYS COMPLETE MY LIFE.

fyi kimberly is my girlfriend.

justin is now my favorite.

I DONT KNOW ANYTHING EXCEPT THAT I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND IF YOU EVER HURT ANY OF THESE PEOPLE I WILL BITE YOU REALLY HARD AND IT WILL HURT.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:56:55 GMT

GIRLS ARE STUPID.

itsokayistillloveyou.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 03:28:03 GMT

i feel like throwing up my heart.

kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that i let you.

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 00:26:42 GMT

ATTENTION FRIENDS:

i cut all my hair off yesturday.
and i almost cried.

peace out.

its all gone, its REALLY all gone.

its really blonde now...

HI, i look like im 5 years old.

im not sure i like it yet :/

what do you think?

last night was amazing.
thanks guys :)

ps. thank you jesus for letting it snow.

oh and, fyi I SUCK AT LIFE.

Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily

And I still call you, but I get your machine
And I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, I get your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's

And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet
Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap

And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone

And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

-bright eyes is pretty much my life story in a band.

its a backward attraction to my forward eyes

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 02:22:25 GMT

im wondering what your thinking about.
i hope its me.
because you sure are on my mind.

saturday is going to be the best day.

hey weather, i like you.
stick around.

christian says i look scared.
maybe i am.

please let it snow.
pretty please...ill be good for a whole....week :)

whiper you want this.

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 02:00:24 GMT

i am blessed with wonderful friends.
i cant wait for the weekend.
i love you all, you know who you are.
without you i would be lost.

because you havent seen enough pictures of me and my BFFFFFFFFFF

were the coolest kids on the block.

and yes, im eating my cell phone there :)

I LOVE YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU...
thanks guys :)

oh ya, if you didnt already know. i got a new sn. no way its val

ps. should i cut my hair? short

lets pretend were not needy.

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 05:30:06 GMT

i dont even care anymore.

boys are cool.

thats pretty cool too.

ps. its only monday and i wish it was friday already.

AND DONT FORGET I JUST GOT A NEW SN.
AIM = no way its val

drink up baby doll

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 08:33:32 GMT

honestly, enough is enough.
i cant take it.
my emotions are a rollercoaster.
i always get screwed over.
i hate crying.
tears cant help but escape my eyes now.
im balling.
listening to the garden state soundtrack.
trying to not think/worry about things.
who am i kidding, your all i can think about.
why does this always happen to me.
stop it.
stop before it starts.

maybe im just a screw up.
sometimes i just break down and cry.
but this time i have a reason.
my hands are shaking.
i cant control myself.
i hope your happy.

"safe... when im with you i feel safe... like im home."
-garden state

megan, your an amazing friend.
thanks for always being there for me.

im so broken.
broken.
broken.
broken.

i dont want anyone but you.

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 12:31:23 GMT

I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
But you but you
You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."

bright eyes makes amazing music.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 07:54:51 GMT

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i cant explain it any better.

can you feel your heartbeat racing?

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 07:52:25 GMT

me and megan went to joe and alexjoels band practice today, dating delilah.
there getting pretty good :)
i had alot of fun.

sorry for the bad quality...camera phones suck..
annnnnnnd joe is beautiful...hahaha

and then megan took a picture of us...because we are amazing and i love her.

i love my friends.

ps. its that time again, ask me anything you want, and i promise to anwser.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:10:52 GMT

life is amazing, i couldnt ask for more. you are so wonderful.

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:41:26 GMT

wow, your amazing. i cant get you out of my head. but the funny thing is, i dont want you out.

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 04:42:44 GMT

enough people bugged me about updating, so here you go..

i love you.
i love God.
i love music.
i love life.
i love cheerleading.
i love being goofy.
i love laughing.
i love having fun.
i love friends.
i love being happy.
i love mae b:sides
i love getting phone calls.
i love falling in love.
i love pretending i can fly.
i love writing.
i love when he notices me.
i love texting.
i love being a girl.
i love sneezing.
i love going to shows.
i love caring about you.
i love being close to you.
i love talking with you.
i love you.

okay i am so happy right now.
everything is so perfect.
nobody move youll mess it all up.

i have rad friends.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 03:48:36 GMT

im not letting you walk all over me anymore.

thankyouandgoodnight.

EDIT: i found some random stories my friends wrote that i kept...read them...there odd.

my friend brian took 3 night to tell me a story...here it is...

deathcabforcash: at one time there was this stunning princess named valerie(usually on these kind of stories you put the girls name so i did) and she lived with her parents a top a magnificent castle in the most beautiful mountains, secluded from civilization. growing up she loved where she lived and enjoyed hanging out with the 15 people that lived in their country, but as time moved on, valerie started looking for love, the one thing her parents couldnt buy her or anything. so one night she left the castle with that goldie locks chick and they started heading to a city, the first man that valerie saw was the most handsome man in all of the world and she had a major crush on him.

deathcabforcash: k well she ran into the most handsome guy in all the land named james. but he didnt really notice her, because he was preoccupied obsessing over his town hottie, ashley, and valerie went up and talked to him. he was a major dick to her and just blew her off, which frusterated her, because she could get any guy she wanted back at home, in kirkland. so she found out that james likes to attend the local concerts regularly, so she went to one of the concerts. when she saw james for the 2nd time she knew she was in love and she went and talked to him trying to impress him with how she knew the musicians, and james started to get intrigued. then ryan saw valerie from the distance and suddenly knew he had a major crush on her. so ryan went over and took valerie to dance. this made james a little jealous, but he still knew his true love was ashley. valerie was not too impressed with ryan, but she figured since james was sort of a jerk she would go with it, and she did. ryan and valerie went on many dates, and ryan started falling in love. james was starting to have 2nd thoughts about valerie, and went to her when he saw her next and told him his feelings, valerie knew this was risky, but she kissed him. she told james to keep their love affair on the dl becuase ryan would be devastated with the news of this. james and valerie started meeting regularly and james was getting tired of keeping it a major secret. so he told valerie and she agreed. so valerie went to ryan and told him the news and ryan told her that she is lying and that they need one last kiss, and as they kissed, james walked in the room. from the corner of her eye valerie saw james and knew that it was no good, but she couldnt escape ryan in time to get to james. by the time she ran away she saw james on the top of a building yelling and crying. she yelled back and told him to get off, but he wouldnt, and he let out his final words

deathcabforcash: k well james yelled out "who knew love was the same as hate" and then he hit the ground to die and valerie fell to her knees, knowing she made a mistake, and that the one mistake she made, lead to her own death.

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brians best friends are ryan and james. and i liked james at the time. this was from the summer. i dont remember if i posted it already. odd story. just thought i would share.

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and then kimberly told me her wonderful way of saving the world....

OrockN: first i would grab hot pink post-its, a red pen, and a fresh squeezed lemonade, sit down and think. then realizing i was drawing nonsense pictures, i would phone my trustworthy friend valerie whom would come to my side. we would first take pictures in our "saving the world" outfits, get some glamour shots over with, and then randomly be whisked away to the magical land of disneyland where we would capture mickey mouse and take him for the ride to fight evil. on the car trip to evil robot land we stop at a local burger place called "weeny's" grab some strawberry shakes, discuss our love lifes, and take off. when we get to robot land we see nothing, when all of a sudden what looks like a tiger and lion mixed together befriends us and offers to show us where the robots are in hiding. i take my magical bag of fairy dust, valerie grabs a shovel, and mickey...well i dont know where he went, and we invade the cave in which the robots are in hiding. things go crazy, parts are flying, pratically dying when who shows up? NAPOLEOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN TO THE RESCUE! busts out a couple dance moves, kimmy and val become involved and they dance the shorts off the robots in fact killing them.
after a lot of high 5's ...yessss... 's and moon boot wearing, we realized WE'VE SAVED THE WORRRRLLDDD.or acutally just the napoleon dynamite club.
on the way home, val and kimmy pick up some gangsters named fitty and zbreezey and by some blinged out wear. val and kimmy finally get confused on to why they are dating gangsters, when they themselves are emo... but no matter.... and they drive home just in time for lafawndah and kip's baby boy to be born.. aww...
what a wonderful adventure it was.

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i have rad friends....you should be jealous

ps. please dont make me ever go back to california again :(

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 20:26:29 GMT

because everyone else was doing it and i fall into pure pressure easily.

Choose 15 people from your friends list.
Write something about/to each of them.
Don’t tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!

here i go...

1.) youll never know this is about you...but i love you

2.) what happened to us? sometimes we talk everyday, and then we go weeks at a time inbetween talks. i still get butterflys when you call me...i wish it would have happend that one night....what happened?

3.) i dont know you that well, but you give great hugs, the best i know. i always enjoy your smile, your a great guy. im thinking i need to go to your church and watch you lead worship.

4.) you, you, YOU. you always fight with me, and you have to be right ALL the time. you say your just joking, but sometimes you take your jokes alittle too far. 4 more years....ugh.

5.) you are truely amazing, one of a kind friend. i love you so much. i love our random times. our love is like a flock of doves...you and spencie are cute. omg that note hunter wrote, omg im laughing. i love you.

6.) oh silly me, i havent talked to you in so long. i dont know why i even picked you. i havent seen you since that one time i was at your house for dinner on your birthday. i miss you. i hope life is well for you. i also hope you are happy with that girl. shes really cute. im truely happy for you.

7.) i think i need to come over for a visit and see your new apartment! i love you soo dearly, im so happy to see things are working out for you. i miss you, i dont know about the 5th. but im trying, tp shows arnt the same anymore.

8.) i miss you!!!!! come back from college!!!! i know you are having fun with all those cute boys, when am i coming down for a visit? i hope soon, i miss you.

9.) you are the most scene girl i know. hella hardcore. how are you? it was good seeing you at the tp show, gosh your so cute. :)

10.) go away. just leave me alone. i dont want to be your friend.

11.) youll get this... i love you. hehehe we have good times together. math class is soo funny. omg i love it. i love us.

12.) hey, remember that time you came to my school with ben and got lost? lol lets hang out soon. we always talk about hanging out more, but ya it never happens. its so sad you didnt get into the tp show. i didnt have anyone to rock out with, i mean the REAL tp fans. haha

13.) you always have good advice. you and kenny are sooo cute. im jealous. your a doll.

14.) you are probaly the most awesome guy i know. if i was older i would have a crush on you. you are so talented and just wonderful. i like the way you tap my shoulder and run away at shows. i can always see you because you are so tall. im glad things are going well with your band. i miss you. you make me smile.

15.) weve gone through alot. youve grown into a great guy. i love your hair. i love how cute you are. remember that time i grabbed your butt in the hall? you and christina are cute.

sorry if i forgot you, i have alot of people on my friends list :P

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 21:09:08 GMT

hello world.
God is good.
i met a cute, talented, nice, christian boy today.
wow.
i didnt think there were any left.

updates:
+ im trying harder to be a woman of God
- sometimes it isnt easy
+ ive realized i dont need a boyfriend
+ cheer is going well, all the girls are learning fast and this years uniforms are sooo cute
+ i got a cell phone
- grades need to be better
+/- im in the process of finding a new church
+ i love getting text messages, haha
- im addicted to text messaging
+ this providence show last weekend = A+
- ben and shannon didnt get in because it was too full :(
- self esteem is down the pooper
+ hung out with joel on friday
+ met josh, what a sweetie
+ i love this time of year.

ps. I want everyone who reads this to ask me a question, ask me anything you want. and ill anwser.